Monday, September 28, 2009

Fall Camping- Musings on Nature, Special Moments, and the Great Outdoors

I went camping this weekend. Fall camping. I went with a friend who assured me that fall camping was the best, extraordinary actually: no bugs, scenic foliage, chilly nights, etc. So we packed the gear up and went to North-South Lake in the Catskills ( a fantastic campground, by the way: spectacular views- see left-, great amenities, and great hiking). We got there at 2, set up camp, started a fire, and settled in for our great escape weekend. Of course, you guessed it- it rained. It rained from 11 pm on Saturday night through the night on Sunday into Monday. A real soaker. We left Sunday night, so I'm speculating on the whole rain through Monday thing, but I'm pretty sure the rain in Albany was consistent with the rain in the Catskills.

Now I thought that the whole "wash out" experience would really, pardon the pun, dampen the experience, but I was pleasantly surprised to find out that rain, while making everything a bit more difficult, soggy, and muddy, really had no bearing on the experience we had. Sure we huddled under the netted camping enclosure, playing Scrabble on the picnic table, sure we ate more than we ever do, sure we worked harder at sustaining a fire in the drenching rain than either of us ever has, sure we slept later on Sunday morning than either of us has in ages: it just didn't matter. Because, when it was all said and done, we had a moment frozen in time, a reserved second just for us amid the soggy pines where time didn't seem to be flying by at breakneck speed, where emails and text messages just couldn't penetrate the no cell coverage zone we were blissfully concealed in. It was a great experience, highlighted by the following moment among many:

It was later in the day Saturday, before the rain came. Before dinner we hiked off to explore the camp ground, dusk just starting to peek through the pines as we assessed the other camp sites. As we turned down into the loop of sites closest to the lake, we thought we had found THE site: great, level area, view of the lake, close access to the bathrooms (essential for those 3am runs!). Mentally taking note of the lot number, we moved on through the loop, fully expecting to return to our site and eat. Rounding the corner, we found an empty site whose view of the lake was equally gorgeous to our previous favorite, except this one had a little trail apparently running down to the lake. Making sure we weren't intruding- the bikers on the previous lot were too busy cranking up Lynrd Skynrd, and the old folks on the next site were distracted with their lawn chairs and parkas to notice anything- we slipped through the site and down the path. It emptied onto a wide rock shelf that rimmed the lake's whole lower shore. The water lapped up over the edges in gently cascading sheets, and the tall grasses in the shallows swayed in the wind. We watched the gray clouds stream by, swirling across the horizon, dipping down to create two levels of iron colored sky- the lower wispy and light, like strands of some immense web, hovering below the impassable and inscrutable darkness above. We stayed there, exploring the shoreline, talking about the possibilities of staying on this spot with its private access to the water, for at least fifteen minutes, just soaking in that particular moment, the intersection of nature and us and our borrowed juncture of time. But then the clouds swirled a bit too low, the chill came back into the air, and we knew it was time to return to camp and the fire and dinner that awaited there. We knew it would rain, although not how much, but we didn't care. For that moment, everything else melted away. What a magical gift. Aglow with this discovery, we slipped back up towards our camp, and the night that would soon swallow us up.

It was a magical time, and one that we all need as the pressures build. Sometimes it's the smallest moments that remind us of who we are, what we stand for, and what we hope to accomplish with the time we have been allotted. Yeah, fall camping, even in the rain, was pretty special.

Oh, by the way, the picture above isn't mine. I did borrow a really good camera for the trip, fully expecting to be taking lots of foliage and landscape pics, but the rain precluded me from even taking the camera out and risking its damage, so when I sat down to do this entry I had no picture to showcase the beauty of the lake. I was stuck. The picture above is by fellow Flickr photographer Ben Perry (his work can be found here) who just happened to capture the view we found in the above story. Good shot, Ben. Next time I'll risk it and break out my camera...

Monday, September 07, 2009

Gifts Freely Given


Welcome to the last day of summer vacation.

And being in the midst of such an auspicious event gets me thinking in platitudes. So as I lounge on the deck, squeezing out the last dregs of summer sunshine (actually, it's chilly, and I'm huddled in the kitchen with the windows shut looking for some solar inspired heating to emanate from the overcast, gray sky), I got around to reflecting on the notion of freely given gifts.

I have been blessed recently with some very positive signs in my life, which have thankfully offset the less then stellar signs that have also popped up. I guess the end of summer is like that: a blend of the good with the bad. A time to reflect on the things that were accomplished and the things that weren't, which used to be a ritual I participated in every late August. And while I could focus on the negative (like having to hire two new teachers in a relatively quick manner), I will choose to gravitate towards the positive, so no the deck didn't get stained and yes I probably could have worked more, but the real gems of the summer were the gifts that came for free.

So here's the list, not in its entirety, but as close to complete as I can disclose publicly:

  • I had a wonderful vacation on Cape Cod (two, actually).
  • I spent a great weekend with family in New Hampshire.
  • The Cole Summer Writers Institute was another great success.
  • I was able to develop TechMondays, a series of professional development courses for work.
  • I opened a Flickr account.
  • I reconnected with former students and old friends (thank you Facebook and Twitter).
  • I learned about and created a wiki.
  • I am almost done with the National Book Award winning novel (Shadow Country, by Peter Matthiessen, which is actually made up of three books: Killing Mr. Watson, Lost Man's River, and Bone by Bone- a whopping 900 page revision of these three books...so it's justifiable that it took me over a month to get there!).
  • I learned thrift (too long a story for here).
  • I continued the blog.
  • I biked and ran a lot.
  • I found a great new hiking spot in Duanesburg.
  • I saw James Taylor, Sheryl Crow, and Yo Yo Ma at Tanglewood.
  • I spent a lot of time with my kids.
  • I enjoyed the time I spent with my parents.
  • I spent a lot of time with a special person in my life, and have gotten closer to her. Our relationship has grown immensely (so much so that I am at my most confident now...feels good- but no personal stuff here!).

These all constitute freely given gifts, and they truly are the best. Summers go too quickly, and the winter lasts far too long for my taste, but at least we all made it through healthy, and can look forward to next summer's crop of halcyon moments.

Goodbye, summer, we hardly knew ye...